I find myself wanting to call you this morning to call and straighten this all out but goodness, goodness knows you don't answer your phone unless it's for your own benefit well it's not for your benefit I guess for the first time im speaking up of myself and it feels very good no, it feels really good I never thought I could, never ever ever thought I could you were supposed to be my friend we were not supposed to end just because you got a boyfriend you don't even have to listen to what I have to say but I'm going to say it, straight out I'm so tired I'm so sick and so sick that you let us slip and how you act like it's alright when you know it's not alright I guess for the first time I'm point it out to you and it feels very bad no, this feels really bad that you forgot what we had, what we what we had now I dont mean to point out the obvious there are more differances between us than there were than but we can't even have a conversation I mean, it isn't that adventurous it's not even a bit of a stretch to expect you to be my friend but you cant even call for conversation I just want a little conversation just need a bit of conversation... congratulations, I'm starting to hate your boyfriend