I’m in war with myself and lost
I am so sick of this calm
Fear takes over my chain of thoughts
Climbs the walls of my heart
Staring down the hall
The walls are closing down
The silence seems too deep
I see only emptiness
This emptiness
Spider webs and dust
Cover my wrinkled skin
I can barely feel a thing
I can’t fight this emptiness
This emptiness
I survive feeding on a dream
And now it starts to rot
With the stars near my fingertips
But my feet deep into the mud
Staring down the hall
The walls are closing down
The silence seems too deep
I see only emptiness
This emptiness
Spider webs and dust
Cover my wrinkled skin
I can barely feel a thing
I can’t fight this emptiness
This emptiness
