I Wish I Was All Of That

You and that thing that you are 
That you are 
You and those things that you're not 
That you're not 
I wish I was all of that 
You and that thing that you are 
That you are 
You and those things that you're not 
That you're not 
I can feel the threads ripping away 
At my heart 
And I am down in the dark again 
I wish I was burning your skin 
I wish I knew the load that you're in 
I have the toils bringing me down 
Stretched in this world 
Strewn all around 
Scattered in parts 
Lost in the dark 
My love 
This leaden heart 
Love reigh here in the realms 
Of pain 
I am growing older love 
I am growing colder love 
How long can love seize the fire? 
Restrain the sparks of our desires? 

Million lights 
Night has fallen 
Curtains are drawn 
And I've been singing 
The same old song 
About 
How it feels 
To be lost and alone 
In a faraway place 
My love 
I see al million lights 
And they all blend 
Into the night 
Visions slip into view 
They all remind me of you 
And what it is you might be doing 
At the other end of the night 
Every country I go 
I travel the plane and open road 
As the sky unravels, the truth unfolds 
I've been looking in the eyes of love 
I see a million lights 
And they all blend 
Into the night 
Visions slip into view 
They all remind me of you 
And what it is you might be doing 
At the other end of the night