It was an autumn night and I was seventeen and I could feel his desperation through my faded jeans But all that I could think of was the anger and the screams that were waiting back at home I felt so empty and alone and I said Tell me I'm beautiful Tell me you love me Take all this pain away Make me feel almost free That was my senior year then she was born in June there was a wedding in September with no honeymoon Now drowning out the chaos is how I spend my afternoons he's always late when he comes home I feel so empty and alone and I'll say Chorus