All in all I don't know what to believe But I told my friends I'm not sure if they're real And I'm peering in mirrors for proof that I'm here Half in, half out of this broken machine Sick to the bone with some spectral discease Came back from the void with the void still in me Oh, how I wish I was here Watching my life on a detuned TV The pictures I see are just shapes on a screen Come shock me out of my slow motion dream Here comes another day still within the fade-out And I'm freaking out Don't let this be what I'm about, I'm about All it would take is a whisper or a kiss To seal my fate within the abyss Anaesthesia All is seeing, self deceiving I'll find a way home Acid mother, Resin father, I am blind