Stop embarrassing yourself. You're only driving her and the other farther away. Grow up and take a deep breath Tomorrow will the same shit, just a different day. It's impossible. Get it through your head. Your heart is broken. Now pick up the pieces before you're dead. You've ran them away You, a sniveling child. They want nothing to do with you. Run away, again, for hundreds of miles. You stalk and you cry You're pathetic for all of this Newsflash: She doesn't love you Life is just pain and piss. You can stare through the screen Waiting for your desires But you're only hurting yourself more You're stuck in denial If you heart aches so much for her Just stab it still Your last breath, your last memory You'll still be ill Let go of this, please You are me and I am you Every ounce of pain you feel I feel it too There should be no reason for attachment This is uncouth and sad You love one and yet another It's slowly driving you mad One is real, the other fake Reality, son; wake the fuck up It'll never be the way you want it So give it up and move on. ... God, why have you forsaken me?