A Thousand Lives

I have come to seek the truth 
From the lies that you sold me 
Now you still remain aloof 
The pain between us went unsolved 
Now I cross myself and stare 
Into my mind I now dissolve 

How to cope and to decide 
How to live a thousand lives 
Screaming if to only say 
This nightmare is here to stay 
No matter how I redefine 
I pray to God a thousand times 
Now it's done I'm forced to say 
The truth will out all the same 

I won't reclaim from you 
The life you stole 
Was one.