Say I let go but I never move on Play my own game, so addicted to pain Keep pushing my own limit Just to see myself bleeding Say I move on but I never let go Say I trust you but I never get close Keep hiding from my own self 'Cause I'm my worst enemy How many times I've tried to be something I'm not To fill up the gap with something I've got But I've got nothing left since last time I checked Still locked in myself with the same type of mess And I wish I could be something more than I am Just a human against its own type of flesh But I watch the time still passing by And then I watch my life still going down Say I let go but I never move on Play my own game, so addicted to pain Keep pushing my own limit Just to see myself bleeding Say I move on but I never let go Say I trust you but I never get close Keep hiding from my own self 'Cause I'm my worst enemy When the season is dark and the darkness is thick When the love's not enough and enough is a myth When the fight has been lost and the victory's gone That's when you start to question if you're dead or alive That's when all that you know is nothing but a surprise And reality fades as you figure it out And as you try to speak nothing comes off your lips And then next thing you know you're not yourself anymore Say I let go but I never move on Play my own game, so addicted to pain Keep pushing my own limit Just to see myself bleeding Say I move on but I never let go Say I trust you but I never get close Keep hiding from my own self 'Cause I'm my worst enemy Fallen behind Without strength, without strength Without strength to come back to life Lost within time Without reference, without reference Without reference of what's wrong and right Say I let go but I never move on Play my own game, so addicted to pain Keep pushing my own limit Just to see myself bleeding Say I move on but I never let go Say I trust you but I never get close Keep hiding from my own self 'Cause I'm my worst enemy