Forever standing in The shadows of This dying faith I fall And under the greyest clouds I walk Under the greyest clouds I walk Still holding on to what Is left of me Breathing and on my own Confused with so much doubt And hope But I'm not keeping my eyes closed Closed From this day I'm not afraid Though things will never be the same From this day I'm not afraid Though things will never be the same The same Won't let be ripped away Now everything I've always dreamed Or fade I'm clutching on to every grain Clutching on to every grain Faced with everything That's shattering Around me Won't let go Now of this hunger That still grows I'm standing Here and on my own Own From this day I'm not afraid Though things will never be the same From this day I'm not afraid Though things will never be the same Now every time I close my eyes You're still right by my side Sitting on the beach Under the pacific sky Do you remember The rain it kissed the streets As we drove beside the sea First year's anniversary See now I know That this pain will never mend And it will live with me until the day I die And so I facade Facade the memories Facade now everything And just try to forget you Just try to forget you From this day I'm not afraid Though things will never be the same From this day I'm not afraid Though things will never be the same The same