Girlfriend I'm not mad at you But this conversation Is long overdue I came before you And I know you wish you could change it But some things you can't It's been so many years Of this bitterness All that I ask is that you understand Oh that I was the one Who taught him how to open his heart And he learned how to hold you so good 'Cause he lied in my arms I'm not saying we need to be friends But we shouldn't be enemies 'Cause to love him, is to love me Can you tell me What's the point of this I don't love him He's just a friend I miss You can cry if you want Paint me red Cut me off But deep down he knows I'm baby blue Pictures hung on the walls And the first one he calls Rest assured it'll always be you Oh but I was the one who taught him when it's time to go home So I guess you could say that his values are partly my own Oh and I'm not tryna take credit I just wanna help you see That to love him, is to love me You can try to hate me Shit talk and erase me But to love him, you see Is to love All his gold core memories And I'm in every one No point putting it gently To love you He needed to love me To love me