Remember it like was yesterday
Inside my car telling myself I can do it
Get off and open my trunk, get that blunt, I took the road alone to my future
Thought the garage floor, I’ll knock in that door, to meet my new good old friends
Day one is done; I’ve found me a home
With people who seemed to care for me
But from the second day, I was nothing but blazed
I couldn’t hold myself up
We had too much, in many different ways
Just fly to come down, in the west side of town
The notes were bass and feelings amaze
Music was in second base
Body weights over ton, expectations went none
Intimidating myself, only two steps from hell
Their eyes despair, and my commitment is there
But my mind will not process
Overloading my thoughts, worry if I’m right or not
It the beginning of a decay
You’re not good enough
Not good as we thought
Waiting all life long
Now it crushes, no reform
Blindfolded with my own hands
My mist mix with frisky breeze
Conferee if it’s what you ordered
Don’t be fooled by the other
Just proof yourself to you
Doesn’t matter what you do
Don’t just go following other people or what they think is cool
Just what you think is good for you
