Burn my life for redemption Give me a bottle and an axe to heal my soul Nothing but only deception Nothing that I can control I didn't create my life with lies I chose the best way to live Now they did me a favor Showing who I should be The winter season It's enough to drive a man insane The isolation It's just affecting my brains Now I'm more agressive And Talk to my friends makes me insane I guess my son is crazy So I'll get him out of this pain I don't wanna see this face in the reflect I don't wanna feel the pain that I've felt I don't wanna hear the poisonous voice of death I don't wanna see my name in your thought Just like Tony, Danny and that slut I just wanna hear you screaming: Jack! Kill! Jack! I see a murder in the mirror I don't like what I'm seeing I know but I can't belive This dirt is in me Somebody is playing with me And I'm starting to have fun This may not be good to me But I feel fine