Let You Down

The way it all happens
I still can't figure out
The reasons why 
I have these feelings is something 
I think about
The way you make me feel is something 
I can't describe
The mistakes that 
I have made have left me dead and empty inside
But how can 
I find the answer to every question? Let you down,
I never wanted too
Let you down, 
I have to let you down.
The way it all began, 
the way it will never end. Every time 
I look at you
I fall all over again
And I said there is nothing more that 
I have ever wanted
I've let you down
No one else
Disappointed in myself.