I'm trying to keep myself sober But when your dying it ain't easy I'm trying to create a conteintious smile I'm trying to tell everybody That I'm okay Even though I'm not I'm trying to tell everybody That I'm okay Even though I'm not Can't you see I'm faking it all Can't you see the pain that I'm in Once again Can't you see I'm faking it all Can't you see the pain that I'm in I'm in hell Always trying to create a conteintious smile Leave everything aside Oh Can't you see that it isn't right To live such a life Always trying to create a conteintious smile Oh can't you see that it isn't right To live such a life Sick and tired of you always telling me what to do I know it's only a benefit for you Sick and tired of you always telling me what to do I know it's only a benefit for you Can't you see I'm faking it all Can't you see the pain that I'm in Can't you see I'm faking it all Can't you see the pain that I'm in I'm in hell