When I failed myself I failed everyone else No one is here for me, no one is coming back I turned my back on the ones I loved And fell into the nothingness I've become The world's behind me And I hope it disappears Such a miserable existence The world's behind me And I hope it disappears Such a miserable existence I never wanted to be forgotten I was just too proud to admit it Now I've been abandoned But I'm still searching For who I'm suppose to be I'm still searching For who I'm suppose to be I'm still searching For who I'm suppose to be When I failed myself I fail everyone else Damn this misery When I failed myself I fail everyone else Damn this misery Damn this misery Always loving my company Damn this misery Always loving my company Damn this misery Always loving my company Always loving my company Always loving my company