How can I live through this? Watching the ceiling spin makes me sick I wish I could eradicate The pictures ingrained in my fucking brain Under my skin Lives the horrors of my past mistakes Doctor, doctor make the incision Please make it go away Will I ever find my piece? Or will I live out my days, seeing her God damn face? Make it go away I need it, I need it now Make it stop Bring me back the missing pieces of my heart I need it, I need it now Please make it stop Oh no one's hearing me, no one's listening Will you put aside your judgement? Understand me and my condition? If you truly fucking knew me You'd have me locked up in a white cell Contain me, erase it Make me your fucking patient Psychotic, behaviours Its all I fucking know Contain me, erase it Make me your fucking patient I need it, I need it Doctor oh doctor Please just make it stop Make it go away I need it, I need it now Make it stop Bring me back the missing pieces of my heart I need it, I need it now Make it stop Stapled to this fucking bed Is it the lies that she fed me? No, I will never forget Stapled to this bed It's the lies that she fed I'm dying in my fucking head