I laid down to rest And that night I slept And I dreamt of beauty, a beautiful evil Your face was imprinted in my mind A black hole of depression I tried to find a way to have hope But it seemed impossible In a world where knifes are thrown at everyone I tried to loosen my grip on everything I wish I could have let go sooner But I simply couldn't forget Especially when daggers stabbed my back every time I tried something else Then I found.that hope Love in 3 faces "my father" "his son' "loving spirit" Now the river of life flows between my deeply rooted feet A cryptic hand around my neck trying to pull me free But my faith is too strong for him I know true love It dwells deep within me So my heart My heart beats on It beans On and on and on and on and on