Love is pain Love is unending Love is haunting And each tick of the clock moves me a step back Each tock pushes me forward I can't move on I can't forget the pain Even if I forgive you I wont forget you My grudge is growing And my guilt is unforgiving This knife turned your skin to stone I can't pull it free though I try so hard But my strength can't move my arms to swim through your blood If I could I'd travel the winding stream And make peace in your heart Your heart beat I'd slowed But never meant to stop And as the life in you slowly runs out The last thing you will see Will be my eyes Stabbing you with my gaze See my deepest thoughts Your final sleep in your coffin deep I never wanted you