Almost perfect but I failed

what else do I need to do? what else can I say? 
sorry? 
I have trained myself to love you. but you no longer look at me. 
why?
what have I done to you? 
I tried so hard to be perfect. 
but you still throw me aside. 
I wish I was the symbol of passion. 
the passion that fills yours eyes. 
but I was always second in your heart.