A House

I Am Afraid

A House


I am afraid of the dark 
I am afraid of the day 
I am afraid to walk outside 
And of what people say 

I am afraid to drink too much 
Because of what I might do 
I am afraid to speak my mind 
And of being ridiculed 

It's not that I'm not strong 
It's just that I'm not strong enough for you 
It's not that I'm not brave 
It's just that I'm not brave enough for you 

I am afraid to be unloved 
I am afraid to be forsaken 
I am afraid of doing wrong 
And to never be forgiven 

I am afraid that you will find 
I'm not the man you think I am 
I am afraid to be on my own 
And of the unknown 

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Ever since I 
Was a small child 
I can not sleep at night 
Without the light on 

I am afraid to laugh out loud 
Or to stand out of the crowd 
I am scared of loving you 
I am scared to lose you 

I am afraid to lose control 
I am afraid of growing old 
I am afraid to die 
But it's something I must do 

It's not that I'm not strong 
It's just that I'm not strong enough for you 
It's not that I'm not brave 
It's just that I'm not brave enough for two