You just say you love me and you leave after I sleep
You look in my eyes and I think this is my place
I could have a family with you and it could be better for my family
I could go to college and finish a rich badass
As if it was good for me I would end up full of people
My depression would fuck the rest and I would drink to pass the time
And I would be full of women and drugs all the time
To pass the time
And I would be full of women and drugs all the time
I see my friends sink and I wanted to be an example
But I couldn't set an example even for myself
I'm afraid of the future and how it will end
I'm going to lose them to drugs and I can't do anything
And now you think that I'm good?
I made mistakes with many people from my past
When you think you will improve
That's when everything brings you down
When you think: Will improve
That's when everything brings you down
