nandaka fuan de kyō wa nemuresō ninai no ne kangaete mo taranai jikan no zankokusa o shiru dake nodo kara te ga deru hodo hoshii to tonaeteta shiawase wa tonari ni mō aru noni yokogao o mite mo nani mo omowanai honto no atashi mo shiranaide kattena uwasa o tatenaide dakedo atashi mo shiranai no jibun no koe sura kikenai no itsuka wa saigo o shiru deshō namida o nagashite nakitai na honto no imi nado shiranai yo magirawasu kamofura-ju ittai zentai madowasu kurai no iro datte jūtai saidai kōshinchū no yononaka ni umaru dakkan shōkan shōkori mo naku kurikaesu ugokanaku naru made ichi kai zenbu to haratte tsukuriageru yo imitewishonparadaisu fyeiku no kegawa o warawarete hajimete kizuita no hitotsu mo kono te de shitomerareru emono nado nai no ne tenchi wa muyō to kaki nagutte mo mite minu furi ne shiranai furi o shita furi o shite shūtōna mendō nan demo ii kara nigirishime kekkyoku fuhei o tonaete mo ano ko mo atashi mo tanin da shi wakaranai koto de naritatsu shi kaiketsu dekin to nageku tabi ashita wa hebi ga dete oni mo deru suriru ya romansu dake na no yo kanjirareru no wa ekusutoriwimu ittai zentai madowasu kurai no iro datte jūtai saidai kōshinchū no yononaka ni umaru dakkan shōkan shōkori mo naku kurikaesu ugokanaku naru made ichi kai zenbu to haratte tsukuriageru yo doramachikku ni hōkai hajimari to owari no sen no mae ni ōkina kyōfu to shiawase no mae ni sō subete wa mattan no saki ni okubyō ni naru toki mo aru desho? dakara konrinzai nante iwanai soshite zettai o shinjiteitai nazeka kagirinaku ōkina netsu no mae ni imitewishon kaibō kekka hansha shinkei mondai teiso inpei kassen songai bakudai tainai tokei imi nado nai wa dakedo jūtai saidai kōshinchū no yononaka ni umaranai no wa ittaizentai nan na no? oboesugichatte waresō yo