It's abusive the way that you think I should always be there for you But when I needed you the most all I got was selfishness and excuses I've put you on my highest pedestal, you're the first on my list And I know that I'm not slightly important, and that you can’t dismiss I know the way you treat me isn't right, it's mean, I'ts cruel, it's bad Sometimes I feel like I am ready to explode, I'm just like dynamite I'm really not into this kind of relations, I'm so unsatisfied But like Beyoncé said: I’m crazy in love, I'm hopeless to make it right I really hope you know that you're messing me up And I'll never let go I'm not letting you go When I kiss you soft and tender you say you love me, I need you We know it's just a game that you play and all I do is lose to you And when you call me not so sober in the middle of the night What I do is act like I owe you and here comes your shiny knight