In my sleep I picture me with kerosene to light this bitch up And I see no way to contemplate a better way What's the point in hiding? I'm so disappointed I can't take control of it (control of it) Exposing it (exposing it) Pushed me past the breaking point It's something we just can't avoid, I'm over it (I'm over it) When the closure hits (closure hits) In my sleep I picture me with kerosene to light this bitch up And I see no way to contemplate a better way And as I'm waiting All of my memories are fading I can't remember I'm chasing shadows that tear me apart Don't let 'em take me away Even when I got the lights off I can't escape from the shadows that I saw I didn't mean to believe in 'em I thought I'd get away, but the times wrong Stuck in this cycle Look in the mirror, I see the shit clearer behind me Thought that I might be over this shit But despite me thinking it, pain sinking in and it's likely over Over my shoulder, my demons keep sinking their teeth in It's keeping me dreaming of working this shit out It's hard to keep breathing, it's time that I sit down I reach for the ceiling and burn this whole shit down You motherfuckers better listen up Give it up, thinking I give a fuck I will keep chasing my past if it isn't stuck Burning myself and I wish it luck And as I'm waiting All of my memories are fading I can't remember I'm chasing shadows that tear me apart And when I see my World crashing down I will realize Nothing has changed and I need my Shadows to tear me apart Don't let 'em take me away