I'm wide awake on a Saturday Figuring it out with you my mind I'm usually numb Kinda gave up on this long ago After all the heartaches, it's taken it's toll But something's made me feel a bit I don't know what you did It started when I saw you once again But I'm sorry I don't wanna go back to these stories And what I'm felt back then I was happy, but it's always gonna end And I know you got a pretty smile I adore you, you're so fuckin' kind But it's gonna feel like hell I wanna love you But the love in me is dead When I'm alone, you call me on the phone At times, I'm feeling lonely, you're always there All of my friends have been telling me Don't waste your time, stop overthinking As much as I want to, you know I can't But something's made me feel a bit I don't know what you did It started when I saw you once again But I'm sorry I don't wanna go back to these stories And what I'm felt back then I was happy but it's always gonna end And I know you got a pretty smile I adore you, you're so fuckin' kind But it's gonna feel like hell I wanna love you But the love in me is dead Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh I deserve you, I want all of you Will you love me still when I'm scarred from all the past But I'm sorry I don't wanna go back to these stories And what I'm felt back then I was happy, but it's always gonna end And I know you got a pretty smile I adore you, you're so fuckin' kind But it's gonna feel like hell I wanna love you But the love in me is dead Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh But I'm sorry I don't wanna go back to these stories And what I'm felt back then I was happy, but it always felt like hell The love in me is dead