(Chorus - 2x) How does it feel, when you can't make the pain stop Walking in the rain so your tears can blend in with the rain drops When your kin people done turned they back Every family that I know is just like that, my nigga how does it feel [Z-Ro] How does it feel, when they don't believe anything you say Always, got to show and prove yourself every single day Man this ain't living, nothing but drama all through the week And if they don't respect my words, why they want me to speak I'm feeling worse, even though I put my family first I'm shedding tears cause I feel as if I'm headed to the dirt Ghetto on me, stressed out, mama buried ain't dead Ain't got no partners cause my partners put a price on my head Have you ever told a lie to make the drama stop Watch the world you love turn against you no more family problems How does it feel to be the black sheep, how does it feel to Victimized yourself for one time and evermore after the g And roses on the dresser bad, liquor approaching fast Sitting around, waiting on death to come, watching time pass My life, my life, falls under the wicked and shife I wonder where I got to sleep tonight, nigga tell me how does it feel (Chorus - 2x) [Z-Ro] I could of sworn I wasn't the only person on this earth But it seems, that I've been one deep ever since the day of my birth I'm sick and tired of being lonely in this crooked land, people think I'm tripping cause of my facial expressions but they don't understand 24 years old and use to frowning daily, trying to figure out Who was the friend, and who was the foe, you know it's bout to drive me crazy Mama, tell Jesus I can't handle the pressure, look at The way they do me down here, my vision is Z-Ro on the stretcher Can't I breed in peace, won't y'all leave me alone Like Makavelli I close my eyes and picture home Bout a Mo City block, a place that ain't no glocks, and it ain't no sin No longer watching my back for the retaliation How does it feel to wish that you was dead, I can Answer that cause many of nights my pistol's to my head But I'm so scared, my life, my life, 360 degrees Of being neglected stressing enemies nigga tell me how does it feel (Chorus - 2x) [Big Rodsta] How does it feel, to be broke in this rap game You have skills and fame, but no car in your name With dreams for shiny things can you still hang But the T lady's house got cracks in the window pain How does it feel to have that shit under your seat now You must start with your face on these c.d.s now What's the deal now, what it do on them zones now Got them feds at your door so when you go now How does it feel to have these seeds that you can't feed And these blocks full of rookies that you can't bleed 20/20 vision clear day, but you can't see That you can't be the broke nigga haters wanna see How does it feel to be brave full of street game Rap game, dope game, damn near the same thang How to maintain, I don't know rings don't bling Big Rod looking at the window birds don't sing, how does it feel (Chorus - 2x) (outro) How does it feel, how does it feel My nigga how does it feel My nigga how does it feel