Nostalgia
Born out of
Cities that don't exist
Don't look, don't speak
Why don't you wanna be
Around me now
Breathe toxins
Bleed tension
Household built of stress
Don't look, don't speak
No, I don't you wanna be me
Drowned in doubt
Twenty-four hours awake and I'm numb
Where are the dreams I used to love
Down at the bottom, no way back up
This time
I'm giving up
I'm giving up
Heartbeat skips again and again
Anxiety so loud
I'm giving up
The self-loathing party never ends
So scream with me as we go down
Relinquished to the night
I told you I'll be fine
Feels more alive
'Cause now I've decided
Tonight in my mind
I'm giving up
What I want's
Not enough
Guess I'm just obsessed
Don't look, don't speak
Why don't you wanna be
Around me now
Relive some
Old trauma
Things you should forget
Don't look, don't speak
No, I don't you wanna be me
Drowned in doubt
Forty-eight hours, sleep wouldn't come
Fated to be the afterthought
A walking cadaver, drained of all blood
Inside
I'm giving up
I'm giving up
Heartbeat skips again and again
Anxiety so loud
I'm giving up
The self-loathing party never ends
So scream with me as we go down
Relinquished to the night
I told you I'll be fine
Feels more alive
'Cause now I've decided
Tonight in my mind
I'm giving up
'Cause now I've decided
Tonight in my mind
Twenty-four hours awake and I'm numb
Where are the dreams I used to love
Down at the bottom, no way back up
This time
Forty-eight hours, sleep wouldn't come
Fated to be the afterthought
A walking cadaver, drained of all blood
Inside
Heartbeat skips again and again
Anxiety so loud
The self-loathing party never ends
It never ends
Relinquish to the night
I told you I'll be fine
Feels more alive
'Cause now I've decided
Tonight in my mind
I'm giving up
'Cause now I've decided
Tonight in my mind
