It's not news I'm such a mess I need to take this weight off my chest I’m drowning in myself And I can't see you to help I'm hiding all of my scars They don't know who they are They don't know how much I care I want to run away to nowhere They say it's ok to cry But they don't tell you the reasons why I'm over with this lullaby For once, you'll hear me say goodbye Hold on, I gotta give it away I can't stand anymore to behave like a slave I need time to take care of my sanity Hold on, I won’t live in vain It’s like there’s nothing else for me to pray Maybe if I sleep, you'll go away I'm not ashamed to confess I'm a victim of my own head Nothing is enough to make me whole I swear I’m doing my best I’ll stay strong, I’ll carry on But God, I don’t wanna be alone They say it’s ok to fail But they don’t tell you they'll make you stale I won't make no amends I'm no longer calling you friend Hold on, I gotta give it away I can’t stand anymore to behave like a slave I need time to take care of my sanity Hold on, I won’t live in vain It’s like there’s nothing else for me to pray Maybe if I sleep, you'll go away You try to convince me what life is You’re only telling me lies You try to convince what life is You’re only telling me lies Fuck off You try to convince me what life is You’re only telling me lies You try to convince me what life is You’re telling me lies Fuck off Hold on, I gotta give it away I can’t stand anymore to behave like a slave I need time to take care of my sanity Hold on, I won’t live in vain It’s like there’s nothing else for me to pray Maybe if I sleep, you'll go away Go away Go away