(Is this thing on) (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) (Ooh, ooh, yeah, yeah) These days waking up is getting hard now I knock the jack back I pick up what I put down Bad habits comin' round like they're ancient It's no surprise that I'm gunna need a rain check Not goin' out like I don't make anymore plans Sitting in my room, staring at the ceiling fan Wait, who's your mans? Guess I forgot to ask that You haunt my dreams, I can see you in my flashbacks I fill my brain with whatever I can find I'm self defeating Always wasting all my time Got a 9 to my head, but I swear I'm fine I'm unattached from the little that I call mine I'm unnatentive to these bitches like I go to class Reach for the holster, load it up, and then I cock back Up to my dome, running frantic like my last lap Fill the spaces with distractions Cause you know I'm bouta snap Like the led on my pencil when I try and write I smoke a blunt, then I'm sleepin' for the whole night I didn't answer cause I'm busy talkin' to the knife Throwin' shade like we forgot about the sun light Sometimes it's hard to fight back Wake up around noon Stuck in bed while I smoke the sack Black fingernails creeping down to your body Always fucking up like it's way more than a hobby Fiendin' for some love, so I'll take what I can get Nothing's ev-er enough, death would be the safest bet Got ashes on my clothes cause everything about me’s gross You said I always did the least but bitch I always do the most People fade away like ghosts, I guess it's for the better Loving at what cost, feel closer with the reaper When I see her it's like all time stops Cause I'm asleep, while the fucking rain drops Smoking packs while I'm alone I write these songs and hate myself This alcohol straight to my dome And I don't pace myself Fuck a chaser All I chase are these illusions Happiness, a fallacy I've come to the conclusion These days waking up is getting hard now I knock the jack back I pick up what I put down Bad habits comin' round like they're ancient It's no surprise that I'm gunna need a rain check I fill my brain with whatever I can find I'm self defeating Always wasting all my time Got a 9 to my head, but I swear I'm fine I'm unattached from the little that I call mine