I've been saving this for the weekend An eighth of spliffs to numb my emotions My hair is split, im cutting the lose ends My brain is shit, im tired of trying I'm sick of this patience Logic comes to dying I knew you were lying but I didn't care You were something to stop my self hatred I didn't dare ask a question You're always on my mind Intervention for loving too many times Did I mention this pain is a way of life? You learn to live with it Or you let it eat you alive I'd kill myself Just to be myself Don't even ask the question All I'll be is a burden I'd kill myself Just to be myself Don't even ask the question All I'll be is a burden I'd kill myself Just to be myself Don't even ask the question All I'll be is a burden I'd kill myself Just to be myself Don't even ask the question All I'll be is a burden Who the fuck am I Just another psychopathic little prick you decide It's much better here without me cause you're feeling alive All I ever did was love you but everything dies There's a monster in my head that's rippin' me apart Vacant spaces in the places where we both would start To separate and every day I blow my candles out I sit inside but that's not something you could care about My heartbeat has grown tired of the wind If you don't love me anymore then please don't bother to attend I'm a waste of energy I'll never see the point in this Arms length, this love is tragic, I'm not something you would miss I'm not something you would miss I'm not something you would miss, no I'd kill myself Just to be myself Don't even ask the question All I'll be is a burden I'd kill myself Just to be myself Don't even ask the question All I'll be is a burden I'd kill myself Just to be myself Don't even ask the question All I'll be is a burden I'd kill myself Just to be myself Don't even ask the question All I'll be is a burden I'm so fucking lost without you (I'm so fucking lost without you) They don't really care about you (they don't really care about you) They don't really care about you (they don't really care about you)