Sinusoid

I try to explain to myself
What's going on with my mind
As a sinusoid it goes up and down
I said
My life should go on
And you will not make part (of it)
I lost my mind

No way you shouldn't be real
Who was the guilty?
Oh my head

The crushing mess was fulfilled
I fooled all in my mind
As anger remains
It creates my hell
My friend you'll never be free
Until you leave it behind
Let’s change our minds

No way it shouldn't be real
Who was the guilty in my head?