Everybody wanna tell me Who or where or what I'm doing Everybody wanna pull me In some kind of new direction Oh my God, can I be myself, for now? Feel like I just got out of some hyper-toxic situation Feel like I'm just tired of all the surface-level conversation Oh my God, I'm so ready to get out, now And I'm in control But a part of me is afraid A feeling I can't shake It never goes away But I I, I'm on my way to be Nirvana girl, a newer, better me Out of this world, enlightened and free Nirvana girl, that's what I'm gonna be Kinda think it's crazy How I used to be intimidated Kinda waiting for someone To save me from my indecision Oh my God, when I should've saved myself And I'm in control But a part of me's afraid A feeling I can’t shake It never goes away But I I, I'm on my way to be Nirvana girl, a newer, better me Out of this world, enlightened and free Nirvana girl, that's what I'm gonna be I, I'm on my way to be Nirvana girl, a newer, better me Out of this world, enlightened and free Nirvana girl, that's what I'm gonna be Swear I used to be My worst enemy Looking in the mirror like: Ugh Now, look at me Designer on my feet You know that a bitch glowed up On my hot girl shit, if you missed it You can find me on every girl's wish list Check me out while I manifest it I’ll marry myself, even be my own mistress I do (and you?) I do too Remember back when I was young and confused? The bar was so low I would scuff my shoes Now I pick and choose, I'ma be my own muse If I could go back in time, I'd tell young me that you’re doing fine Show that inner glow, it's enlighten time Girl, you in your prime, now I'm I, I'm on my way to be Nirvana girl, a newer, better me Out of this world, enlightened and free Nirvana girl, that’s what I'm gonna be I, I'm on my way to be Nirvana girl, a newer, better me Out of this world, enlightened and free Nirvana girl, that’s what I'm gonna be