For a long I knew, it means that I love you.. The moment I realized this love it was the hardest day of my life I say that I couldn't avoid it, that I ran into it. I say that I couldn't move, that I've accepted it. But there's no one. No one to acknowledge me. The world probably just sees my heart as a toy. The wind is so cold. Are you listening to me? If there is by chance someone who's experienced the same kind of love I have then they'd probably understand me. Abandonment has made me more attachted and abandonment makes me hurt even more . What should I do? Its become too late though.. The world and I are experiencing two different loves. I say that I couldn't avoid it, I ran into it. I say that I couldn't move, that I've accepted it. But there's no one. No one to acknowledge me. The world probably just sees my heart as a toy. I have no cigarettes.. Even the moon is dreary.. If by chance there is someone who is beginning a love like mine.. runaway..