Feeling breathless Sweet air fills my lungs and makes me dizzy as I race after. The butterfly bobs on invisible crests of wind. In the gold spectacled trees with blackened bark fresh from an early morning shower? By the swaying stalks of grass and wild flowers that keep time to a fond old song? In the paper blue sky that comforts us from the blackness? I spin around and around, drunk on the drippings of honeysuckle in the air. Ah. Swirling. Fluttering. Disappearing in between the hard midday shadows and swaying luminescent green hands of an oak tree. Intricate webs and loops on his wings stretched like raindrops in the wind. Yellow and maroon glow like a specter in the night. The stained glassed windows of the outdoor cathedral. He dances by my fingertips. Free. As he waves his painted canvases up and down, against the splashes of wind, I imagine his smudged wings between my fingers, smeared with his sparkling grey magic. His silent scream rails me like a tidal wave sending me over the cliffs from paradise. I follow the butterfly's cascading flight of freedom toward the flossy green meadow where it meets with another. They flutter together playfully as I marvel at the pure blue sky.