I can't seem to get out my head (out my head) I wept and I'll count the tears I shed (tears I shed, tears I) She sat there and watched as I bled As I bled, as I bled, as I bled As I bled, as I bled, as I bled And where did you go as I slipped (as I slipped) I can't seem to get out my head (out my head) And where did you go as I slipped (as I slipped) Listen close, what is this? Is it heartbreak? Is it truly what it feels like? What it sound like? What is truly at the essence? Sharp teeth in the chest Cancer all in the breast Of the beaten and bruised Feelin' like a pawn to the greed of these fools But I never been a piece of the evil In the womb of these fake fuck niggas With they masks up, presume I'll be telling, if I got a load, I swear I resume On my conquest For the key to the chest where my mind slept And the love in my heart is a cancer And I spread it through the wall as an answer To the cries of the dead and the vanquished The depressed and the lost and the damned, it's Preservation of the peace, an ideal world Never lonely when you flowin' through my mind, girl Empty, I feel so goddamn empty I may go rogue Don't tempt me, big bullet holes Tote semi-autos Huh, yeah I'm keepin' it real, real I'm keepin' it real, uh, yeah Life gets tough, shit is getting real (Yeah) I don't know how to feel Swallowing all these pills Numb my real feels, uh Devil standing here Tryna' make a deal, uh It ain't no deals Feel like I'm going crazy but still took a lot to get me here Losing my sanity up in a house in the hills, hills, hills I ain't have anything then and I still don't have anything still, still, still, uh Bein' me, I rock, PnB These hoes actin' like gossip, TMZ These drugs acting like Mosh pits squishing me Oh my, oh me, how they kill me slowly Lonely, I been gettin' no peace OD, feel like overdosing Low key I been looking for the signs But all I can find is a sign of the times