Nine pills in my head, I don't wanna feel her Always taking me down, but I cannot leave her Anxiety bring me down, nine shots, kill her Nine diamonds in my wrists, making glow with her Going far away with the rain I'm drowning through my feelings and the pain Putting nine shots in my brain Needing help, that is hard to maintain Cause I'm dead inside So I pop the pills, alright (ye ye, ye ye) Baby, Cause I'm dead inside Remember when we feel alright (ye ye, ye ye) Nine pills in my head, I don't wanna feel her Always taking me down, but I cannot leave her Anxiety bring me down, nine shots, kill her Nine diamonds in my wrists, making glow with her Sailing in my waves with a boat They're drown me, I'm awake in the coast Demons 'round me, tell me I'm dead, need you most Baby I cold up, and I'm high, feel my soul Cause I'm dead inside So I pop the pills, alright (ye ye, ye ye) Baby, Cause I'm dead inside Remember when we feel alright (ye ye, ye ye) Nine pills in my head, I don't wanna feel her Always taking me down, but I cannot leave her Anxiety bring me down, nine shots, kill her Nine diamonds in my wrists, making glow with her