Yeah i could not belive it Because it ended as fast as it begun And what was i supposed to do To do with all that love (chorus) I never thought of me as "entertainment" I never thought of me as a product of fill your empty Life Never thought that it would hurt so much To trust and love someone I'm not a toy to be played around I'm not an object, i'm not a trophy And i am more than just this body It's so damn simple! (chorus) I was chasing illusions and chasing lies And when i opened up my eyes I couldn't deal with all the pain I cried and i lied and i'm trying to leave all this Behind Memories black hole, sucking my energy away When my illusions ended i tried to pretend That everything was the same - but it was not And i didn't like what i saw! - you are not theperson i once knew I guess i never really fucking knew you! I fought so hard, i was so fuckin' weak Then i found myself, i'll never be back on my knees Now i've got my strenght (back), and i'm sick of all This shit I did rise a stronger man But i won't forget what you did to me