in my garden i waited for you to come looking for me i've wasted my time listening for the bells in the attic i've pursed the carriage of my tradgedy for far too long i've covered my hands in dirt to build your tomb i dont blame myself at first i lamented at having to bury an angel but the dew falling in the breeze tells me otherwise human emotion is too limited to understand the pain i will carry until i must bury it until i must bury her my garden is overflowing with weeds but ive let go her ghost is still sleeping silently beneath the soil i dont blame myself she would never understand so i let her know