I watched you paint flowers on his arms
And felt it as the ink sank down to his heart
I'll just sit on the sidelines
Remember a time when you were all mine
I'll just water my own now
I'll watch them bloom from my own grounds
'Cause I've been trying to be a better person
Not take shit out on the people who don't deserve it
But it's hard when you're handing me ammunition
It's hard when you're making my head spin
It's hard when you're handing me ammunition
It's hard when you're making my head spin
It's hard when you're handing me ammunition
It's hard when you're making my head spin
And I'll fall back into my little cycles
But I'll keep pushing forward all on my own
