Greys to whites, blacks to blues I've got a feeling I'm not cutting through Searching but you're still always alone Lost soul still trying to find its way home With salt in your crops they'll never bare fruit You'll continue to hang and choke on the truth With salt in your crops they'll never bare fruit You'll continue to hang and choke on the truth Why can't I hold anything close to me? What makes every light so hard to see? If this is what it's like then take what's left of me How many more times do I have to lose everything? If this is what it's like then take what's left of me How many more times do I have to lose everything? All this time I thought I knew if I wrote it down it must be true Plots been twisted with no conviction Spilled ink, a different vision All this time I thought I knew if I wrote it down it must be true Plots been twisted with no conviction Spilled ink, a different vision This isn't how it all ends I'm not where I'm supposed to be You had to have a different vision this time please set me free This isn't how it all ends I'm not where I'm supposed to be You had to have a different vision this time please set me free Why can't I hold anything close to me? What makes every light so hard to see? If this is what it's like then take what's left of me How many more times do I have to lose everything? If this is what it's like then take what's left of me How many more times do I have to lose everything? Try to stay content, don't get involved Keeping my distance All my loved ones so far from me It's getting hard to see Try to stay content, don't get involved (I'm hidden from the one I want and the one I love.) Keeping my distance (I'm hidden from the one I want and the one I love.) All my loved ones so far from me (I'm hidden from the one I want and the one I love.) It's getting hard to see (I'm hidden from the one I want and the one I love.)