They look so sad, the appearances outside the window They are appearances that look happy without disguises The rain falls today just like that one night In the mirror, I am laughing like this I acted like I didnt know myself to her I cant help my way of looking at her. Please understand As I held a sad expression, even if I shed hidden tears Your smile was so beautiful to me I still (I try to make you smile) love you (no matter how hard I try) Because I cant forget you, I'd have to get gaunt for you But I will still (so that I wont be shaken) Have to let you go.. My sad love will continue. I dont know why but I dont have any confidence I think my heart will be caught I try to hide it, but please understand when I keep sheding tears I blame the tears to the cigarette smoke and I try to smile But just like before, you are still by my side I still (I try to make you smile) love you (no matter how hard I try) Because I cant forget you, I will probably cry But those beautiful (so that I wont be shaken) past days, I will grieve for them so much Forever...