I close all the curtains Feeling like a burden Lying on the gray skies Just until they pass by (Pass by, pass by, pass by) Wonder what it'd be like, just to feel alive (Alive, alive, alive) Battle in my own mind Pray I'll make it this time (This time, this time, this time) But I fall in my own premonition Tracing scars became my addiction Can't reach out 'Cause nobody listened Keep you at a distance I miss the dreams of a young mind Head in the clouds for the first time Replaying memories to get by The dream fades, and I'm stuck in real lifе And I sense that I'll nevеr get back A box full of good days from my past Replaying memories to get by And I'm stuck in real life And I'm stuck in real life And I'm stuck in real life Sitting on the sunsets Off into the deep end Look for the horizon, but I can never find it (Find it, find it, find it) I wonder how it happened All my wounds came crashing, oh (All my wounds came crashing, oh) Life became so tragic, worse than I imagined (Imagine, imagine, imagine) But I fall in my own premonition Tracing scars became my addiction Can't reach out 'Cause nobody listened Keep you at a distance I miss the dreams of a young mind Head in the clouds for the first time Replaying memories to get by The dream fades, and I'm stuck in real life And I sense that I'll never get back A box full of good days from my past Replaying memories to get by And I'm stuck in real life And I'm stuck in real life (Replaying memories to get by)