Fantasy was to see me and to be with me there So she wrote a love letter to me and then she signed it Loretta Said: I gotta go get him, Will is my Soulmate We gotta be together how could we not be together But wait if I send the letter I mean how will I be sure if they give it to him What if they don't give it to him, that would ruin everything I gotta take it to him myself She packed all that she owned into the back of her Jetta Her backpack, her cellphone and a love letter Most of her stuff was done up with pictures of me on it with a phrase: It's gonna be on it Her mother begging her please come home and then Loretta resenting her Leave me alone Ma! I won't leave my destiny unfulfilled You're just jealous because Daddy ain't as sweet as my Will To the front gate at NBC, in June and July, backstage at MTV She would drive anyplace that they'd mention I'd be Told herself: Strive for love and God eventually He would give me to her and her to me, this was meant to be 14 months outside every event that I'd be at, she'd still keep missing me And now she's getting high with more frequency now Rage rumbling inside got to be with me now Then she heard I married Jada, she took her love letter out and wrote down PS: I hate her Fantasy was to see me and to be with me there So she wrote a love letter to me and then she signed it Loretta Said: I gotta go get him, Will is my Soulmate We gotta be together how could we not be together But wait if I send the letter I mean how will I be sure if they give it to him What if they don't give it to him, that would ruin everything I gotta take it to him myself Kodak Center, where the Oscars is at, she's sleep getting woke up by the cops in the back By a dumpster didn't even greet 'em with fear, grinning ear to ear, said: My husband meeting me here You know him, he's nominated for his flick 'Ali' & it'll be hell to pay if you pick on me! Don't put that stick on me! Hell no I'm not leaving, get your hands off me Don't make those things click on me Kicking & screaming: You intervening, this is fate Mister, what you mean that I ain't? What you mean it seems like I ain't Ooh, your like my Mom & our love is gonna survive ya'll hate God gon' take me to my destiny Ya'll only seeing one side of me Will gon' see the rest of me, he gon' see the best of me 'If I could only get him next to me, he gon' bring my blessings to me, I know it Fantasy was to see me and to be with me there So she wrote a love letter to me and then she signed it Loretta Said: I gotta go get him, Will is my Soulmate We gotta be together how could we not be together But wait if I send the letter I mean how will I be sure if they give it to him What if they don't give it to him, that would ruin everything I gotta take it to him myself