Tom: C C Fell asleep in my warmest clothes F safe in the knowledge it was summer back home C Woke up next to a pile of rat shit Gsus4 G feeling like a pile of rat shit C With my ears ringing from weeks of shows F cities I can't remember populated by people I don't know C Gsus4 And I've never felt better or more full of hope F G never been so competently able to cope C We went for breakfast at your parents' house F I felt inspired by everything we spoke about C Gsus4 Electric letters for free I send you while you sleep F G Are all coming back to haunt me now C I miss the little sounds you make when you wake up F Miss the entire notion of waking up next to you C Gsus4 G With our knotted hair tangled on the pillows that we shared C And from here I can see my high school F And I can see my parents' house C Can see the people I grew up with Gsus4 G And the excuses I have buried them in now C And from here I can see my high school F And I can see my parents' house C Can see the people I grew up with Gsus4 G And the excuses I have buried them in now Gsus4 G Gsus4 G And I don't deserve anywhere near this much Gsus4 G C No I don't deserve anywhere near this much C F C Gsus4 C Sleeping in basements with all five of us, F waking up under mouldy blankets to scratches and coughs C Gsus4 G Remember where the van is, find the van keys and fuck off. C And from nowhere I can see myself F taking insults and not playing with others well. C Gsus4 And first impressions run deep but your memories of me F G Will always be as unhealthy as they are unclean. C And I say I don't mind and that everything's fine, F But it's getting so hard to get my nose over the line, C Gsus4 And I don't respect myself so why should anybody else, F F (3rd fret) I don't respect myself so why should anybody else C Think that what I'm doing is right? F C When it'd be just as easy to fuck around Gsus4 and get high for the rest of my life C And from here I can see my high school F And I can see my parents' house C Can see the people I grew up with Gsus4 G And the excuses I have buried them in now C And from here I can see my high school F And I can see my parents' house C Can see the people I grew up with Gsus4 G And the excuses I have buried them in now Gsus4 G Gsus4 G And I don't deserve anywhere near this much Gsus4 G C No I don't deserve anywhere near this much