Tom: C
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[Intro]
C Em Am G
C Em
Before if I fucked up anything I only hurt me,
Am G C Em Am
I never hurt anyone but now there are real people my actions affect and I cannot stand it,
G
I cannot handle it.
C Em Am
I smoke too much weed and watch too much TV, I always run out of cigarettes,
G
I lie about everything.
C Em Am G
This used to be me but now it's feeling stale and friendly.
F C G F C G
And I hate what I've become but I've never been so proud of what I've achieved.
C Em
And I steal from my friends, this is how I will tell them,
Am G
But sometimes I'm broke and when I am I I'll do anything.
C Em
But it's no excuse cause none of us have a thing,
Am G
But you are all honest I self-aggrandise my own bullshit.
C Em
Borrow money for food and I spend it on booze,
Am G
Eat bread from the dumpster and use anything I can use,
C Em
To block out my thoughts, quiet my brain,
Am G
I still jump when the pain comes.
F C G F C G
And I hate what I've become but I've never been so proud of what I've achieved.
C Em
And I just want my parents to think that I'm clever,
Am G C Em
And excuse my lifestyle but my lifestyle has become an excuse.
Am
Formed out of habit.
C Em Am
And I just want my friends to know that I'll never fuck them around again,
G
Cause people are everything.
F C G
And I sing these songs to sink up with the stragglers,
F C G
And I sing these songs because nothing else matters,
F C G
And I sing these songs out of fury and fear,
F C G
And I sing these songs cause without them,
F C G
I wouldn't be here,
C
With you.
