I have learned my lessons Learned how to live without pain, without hate But this morning I felt so weak Like nothing is real like going insane, like losing my fate It's all fading away It's all fading away I cannot believe I did it again I cannot believe I'm doing this I cannot believe I did it again I cannot believe I'm here again Yesterday everything was fine when you were gone out of my sight, out of my mind But there's a hole inside my heart Something is wrong Something unknown, feeling alone It's all fading away It's all fading away I cannot believe I did it again I cannot believe I'm doing this I cannot believe I did it again I cannot believe I'm here again I haven't kept my promise I made to keep my sanity You are a failure of my life I'm keeping failing again and again I cannot believe I did it again I cannot believe I'm doing this I cannot believe I did it again I cannot believe I'm here again