This late in the day Throw caution aside Who cares what I say Not shocked or ashamed Concerned still am I I crave what I crave Love up to my knees And then overhead Just praise when you speak Though privileged, I fight Though passive, it seems Desire to please Insatiable someone And the chance to get to make out Is this a sign that I'm obsessed An obvious yes Past spells I've cast have paid out I truly need attention bad I'm just too shy to ask Remembering when I came to believe In passion again A name that's in jest Though seriously My love is expressed I'm serious baby My life is a LARP now Though really inside you I'm really this person You turned me inside out Don't ask me about him You know more than I do It's best to keep silent About what he had gone through See blood runs cold in the comfort of the back room Do you actually think I would've made it this far without you I was raised by Polish Catholics No one taught me how to sing Obviously Dear spotlight, you can go now I'm tired of what this life can bring And bored of everything Bored and back with time, I swear This time you're at the center One life in a single breath And it's all so deep this time together Eyes closed in contradiction Life's passion, life is pain It's one in the same This past ones been a bad one I question how we'll carry on My will has not been strong At least not since our last time Is this a sign that I'm obsessed An obvious yes Past spells I've cast have paid out I truly need attention bad I'm just too shy to ask