"I am constantly biting off more than I can chew. Yet the tasks I have chosen are the things I love. I can not complain, I can not ask for more time, I can only continue forward." For every step forward there are three steps back for every major victory there are several small defeats come watch the carnival, observe the freak show as a simple man tries to carry more than just his load He's not an ant, not part of an army yet he throws himself into a melee every day bombarded with tasks, there's no first, there's no last a constant onslaught of items to battle that impede freedom's path