You have no idea what I go through In my head, I try not to dwell But I know it all to well i try not to dwell jealous minded its hard to keep my cool i'm a mess, i'm a fool intoxicated and in time we'll part But I cant trust I feel locked up Crawling through the woods they're too dense I panic pins and needles one minute the next And I cant stop I feel locked up Running from the devil shame on me The urges withdrawal take a toll on me Where is the line that separates insanity and reality? build up a bridge, dare to cross it, we're hiding skeletons in the closet build up a bridge, dare to cross it, I don't want to die like this On my map you are here I am not myself I am not in control just one more time then i'm through with this