Torture

existing as a lab rat for the pleasure of the world, 
to damage and to break until i can't take any more, 
love, trust, and friendship dangled in my face, 
without any hope of ever getting a taste, 
tortured forever, the reason i'm here, 
tortured forever, but i won't live in fear 
to the world and all you've done to me, 
fuck off and die